ha. the funny feeling you get when you realize you never really knew someone as well as you thought you did. when you pull away or are pushed away and you begin to see things you were too close to notice before. their scars were painted on and their bandages were soaked in fake blood. their stories were memorized from movies and their jokes jacked from cartoon shows. their conversations were reused and recycled. same line. same lie. same excuse. copied and pasted. copied and pasted. copied and pasted. that funny feeling you get when you realize you never really knew them at all. that moment. that instant you stop mourning the loss of a friend because they never really existed. such a great instant.
